Another disappointing week. We called on Monday, our contact's first day back at work, only to find out that nothing has happened. Even worse, we learned that the pile of papers we are waiting in, does not necessarily go in order! So even though they should've had a meeting this week or early next week, it kinda means nothing.
A message I wrote to a friend: Crying again today. Our papers haven't moved. Apparently they don't necessarily go in order?! 😡😠Pretty soon it's 5 months since we've been matched with our child who is growing up without us. 💔
That pretty much sums it up. While we, in the deepest of our hearts, know and trust that God is in control and that His plan is perfect, it's so hard to imagine the good in this being drawn out after we are matched..... the song "I Surrender All," has come to mind, and that is my prayer, that we would be able to surrender it all to the One who is all-knowing and ever-loving.
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